Just some thoughts

I do a lot if thinking. A lot, like, all the time, all the thinking. I learned recentky that there are people who are able to keep their mind blank. No constantly running monologue. Do you ever experience that? I've never had that quiet. There's always a constant chatter in my mind. I'm curious though, what would that be like? I was also thinking about idiosyncracies. I'm not sure if I'm saying that right. I love the idea that situations line up in such a way, almost perfectly fir certain events to take place, almost as if it were meant to be. It provides me a bit of comfort because it is almost like these things are meant to happen for a special reason. We only get to learn the reason why after the fact. I'm saying we have no free will but, it is interesting to think that maybe we don't really have all that much choice we think. Don't get me wrong. We make choices. Those choices alway have repercussions. We must still exercise caution so not to cause harm to others. I think if perhaps we exercised thise cautions, were more careful of our actions, perhaps the world would not be so screwed up?