Happy December

 I’m sure many of us have gone through quite a time this year. Many of us will be happy to see the end of this year. I have mixed feelings. For me this year has brought about some clarity. I feel like I have done so w good and learned a fair deal. Now I’m a little restless. When I go through these feelings of unease or just an overwhelming sense of restlessness, I consult a deck of cards.

I started consulting Tarot when I first began high school. That was when I first experienced a great loss. I have had to say good bye to a lot of people, but none so difficult a good bye as my father. After my father lost his battle with Cancer, my little family moved and tried to start new in a completely different town, with a completely different lifestyle. I was not onboard. It felt like a disservice. I was very lost and hard trouble finding my way. At the end of the day, it was a learning experience. What helped was trying to put my thoughts and faith in a higher being.

I was raised in a Catholic upbringing. It never felt right. I read the book. I listened to the talk. I didn’t feel connected. There was something missing. It felt like I had no control and the worse was that it was hinted that you are not to have control. Put your faith into a higher power. Does that sound right to you? Following that line of thought, where do we fit in? Where is our sense of responsibility? This is why I look at other beliefs and faiths. I think we need to take more responsibility for our actions. 

If we examine the pandemic that has shaped our year, what is the common denominator? In order to come out of COVID-19 whole, we need to help each other. We need to try and follow the guidelines that experts, scientists, doctors have tirelessly explained. Wear our mask, social distance, wash our hands. Unfortunately, many of our community members strongly disagree with these guidelines. You hear a lot of the same argument with respect to their rights. Our rights are important. No one ever disagreed with that. The part most people forget though, is something taught in school. Your rights end the minute it affects the rights of your fellow community members. This is where we need to recognize, that we need to take responsibility for our actions. At the end of the day, we are responsible for what we put out into the universe.

This need to take responsibility can be horribly overwhelming. It becomes more so, when you look around and it feels like other people do not share the need to help and protect our more vulnerable members. This is the tricky part. I’ll share what I did to help me through the difficult times of this year.

I revisited my cards. I like them because they help better examine my actions and thoughts. I shuffle them. I deal them. I examine them for connections. My go to arrangement is to shuffle, cut, and deal three cards to represent my past, present, and future. Who is to say if this is for real, or authentic. It gives me something to focus on. It helps me realign my thoughts. It works for me. 

So after all is said and done, I shuffled and dealt my cards. I think it is time for me to refocus on my art and try something new. I’d like to go back to school. I aim to do so but, online. This is more doable for me. I have a course picked out. Now I am waiting for more information. 

I’m looking forward to 2021 and all the change and excitement it will bring. I will take with me my memories and skills and apply them to new endeavors. 

I wish you all the best for the holiday season. I wish you health, happiness, and strength.

See you all later!

The Dust Has Settled

After every thing that has happened, we are well on our way to a new normal. I have a strong feeling it’s not only my family that has been going through some changes. 

The man that was in charge, for what seemed an eternity, has finally been replaced by someone who speaks in full and complete sentences. It must be something, to see the entire world celebrate change. I don’t recall in my lifetime at any rate, when the entire world celebrated with fizzy drinks in the streets, when someone they were all united in strong dislike, be ejected from a position in power. Here’s a more “normal” four years.

I’ve been knitting a fair bit. It keeps me calm. I focus on the stitches. It gets rhythmic. Soothing. And soon, I’m in my happy place with something I’m making with sticks and string taking shape. 

I was working on my Victoria Jumper. It has grown a but heavy. Until I build more muscle in my forearm, I’m going to be working on my Gum Ball Overload socks by Fran Carle.

Also, I have resumed cross stitching with a fever! I must add, with constant supervision.

It’s Deathabilly and it is getting really exciting!

We have been blessed with some gorgeous weather. It’s perfect out in my shop where I’ve been dabbling with acrylics. There is definitely a learning curve involved.

I’m not quite happy with this, so I will be going back out shortly to give it another go.

Well, as Charlotte likes to provide comfort when things get weird. Have faith. Everything will be ok.

Talk with you later!

So Much Change and Not So Much

 Our little family has experienced quite a lot the last few months. A little while ago, Hub’s Mom suffered a pretty devastating stroke. She made it through but not without some major pitfalls. She lost control of her right side. At the moment she is an hour and a half drive away from us in a wonderfully staffed hospital. I really cannot say enough good things about them. The last time we were able to visit, before more restrictions were put in place, every single person we met was just so friendly, and welcoming, and helpful. From previous experience, I know this is not always the case. We are trying to move her closer but, again, with all the restrictions in place, this might take some time.

 Being a step parent is probably one of the most difficult roles I had ever had to play. I knew going in, it wasn’t going to be easy. The children already had a mother. They might not have a great, or even safe relationship with her, but I understood clearly, that was their mother. To be honest, I wasn’t really prepared for how lonely I was going to be, even in my own home. I have always felt loved and supported by Hubs. That has never been in question. We have had a lot of disagreements. Most based on the language barrier, some on our very different upbringings. All that being said, we agreed strongly on what sort of rules and behaviours we wanted and expected of the children. The rules are simple. Be honest. Do your best. Do not hurt any living creatures. You make a mess, you clean it. We all work as a team and try to help each other.  

It is really difficult to try and keep consistent balance when someone who lives outside the home undermines your basic  rules of behaviour. As a parent you enforce your rules with consequences. You do pretty good? Great! You get some sort of treat. You do something when you know you should have done otherwise? There are consequences for your actions. These are just rules of life for the most part. I understand that there are great injustices. This alone breaks my heart. Looking into how home is run, we just want what is best for the children, that will help them navigate for the future.

Long story short. Our boy has decided that the rules are not for him. Hubs started to question more, the various details he was being given and let his son know, he did not appreciate the lies and questionable behaviour. This is where things get difficult. It is so hard to stand firm in your beliefs when they have a place to run to in order to avoid taking responsibility for your actions. So, the boy has decided to live with his mother. I guess for quite a few of us, we really need to hit rock bottom really hard, to realize change is in order.

Let’s change the subject, shall we?

Tomorrow is Halloween. Sadly,  I will nit be celebrating as usual, as these are nit usual times. We are quietly going to scare ourselves silly and just enjoy each other’s company.

I have been keeping busy.

This will be dress at some point.i thought I did rather well with my pajama pants, I thought I would try a few more articles. We shall see how it goes.

I have also been sorting through my art supplies. Trying to keep things in better order. Organized, if you will. So far, so good. I have been much more productive. We had a bit of sun the other day, so I was able to take a better photo of my oil painting, The Moon. You can see the different colours I attempted in the night sky.

And have I ever been knitting up a storm!

I completed my Margaritaville Socks!

They are really comfortable!

I was a bit concerned I would run out of yarn. But I made it!

I also completed my Morag Pullover!

It fits perfectly!

Not going to lie though. I struggled attaching the shoulder straps.

With my sweater and socks completed, I have casted on a few more projects!

This is the start of my GumBall Overload by Fran Carle.

The yarn I’m using is Himalaya by World of Yarn in what the label explains as, color 2.

And since I enjoy multiple projects on the go, I have also started my Victoria Jumper!

I am working it in the round. I would like to avoid as much seaming as possible. So far, so good. It is a nice pattern to work while I am scaring myself silky with horror films! The yarn I’m using is Willow & Lark Ramble. The label says colour 132. I have been told, it’s a gray/green. Either way, I like it!

That was a lot to unload.

I feel a little better.

Thank you for listening. 

I hope all is well with you!

Enjoy your Halloween with whatever you decide to do!

Cross Stitch

Now that the days are getting cooler, we are not sitting outside as much as Jackie and Charlotte would like. We are finding things to amuse us indoors.

Today was a cross stitch day!

My Deathabilly is making slow but steady progress. I just have to hang in there!

This week, I dried the last of my herbs.

Luna did not care for the device.

I’ve also been knitting.

Margaritaville sock number one is complete.

Now onto to sock number two!

I have also been trying to paint. There is no shortage of inspiration with that changing views of our backyard.

Jackie and Charlotte are getting along fairly well. Jackie has almost grown used to the idea that she has a little shadow following her around everywhere.

I also tried my hand at sewing again and made a pair of pj pants! I’ll have to try and sew a few more things to reacquaint myself with my machine again?

Not too shabby eh?

I’m off to forage for a snack before bed. I work tonight,

I hope you are all well. Talk with you soon.

Days Are Getting Shorter

Just last week as my shift was coming to an end, I noticed the sun was not quite up at it's usual time. This time of year always gets to me a little but. We are not quite able to sit outside as the day draws to a close unless we wear an extra layer of clothing. Some of my fall blooms are emerging. I just acquired this Chrysanthemums flower and I'm thinking I would love to plant it in the garden. I'll have to do more research.

A few other plants seem to be thriving.

When we are not exploring outside, or venturing off to work, I keep bust by reading, drawing, and sewing!  I haven’t really sewn anything other than curtains or Halloween costumes. I’m starting to get my confidence back with my little sewing machine!

I have been dabbling in various types of masks.

Pleated Mask:

3D Mask:

This one so far, I find most comfortable!

Fitted Cloth Mask:

More examples of Pleated Masks:

Anyway, it goes well!

Charlotte and Grisou are adjusting well to our home. Jackie has begun to accept that her little shadow might be of a more permanent nature. Everyone is eating well and giving up some space to make their new housemates more comfortable.

Charlotte’s favourite thing to do is sit outside and watch the birds.

I hope you are all keeping well. If anyone is interested in where I found the patterns for the masks, I’ll gladly share. 

Keep well and safe!

Beautiful Day

Today marks the last day of our vacation. I have thoroughly enjoyed many minutes of it.
This year it was a little different with the travel restrictions in place due to COVID, but overall, it really wasn’t that different from other stay-cations.
What was most missed was the annual visit from my parents. This was rather difficult on both sides. I could hear it in my Mom’s voice when she telephoned to wish me a happy birthday. But, we remind each other, it isn’t forever. We will visit each other again.
We did a few renovations around the backyard. Renovations is not really the correct term. It’s more like finishing touches, tweaking.


The gate will have a lovely added detail when it finally arrives. The path helps keep the mud down after it rains. The chickens will have electricity running in their coop for when the days get shorter.
We are really pleased with our progress so far!

My plants are doing wonderfully!
So far, these are my favourite:

It’s like outer space within a Petunia.

I also finally found the Hens and Chicks succulent!

I have been looking for these plants since I moved here! We happen to come across them in a home reno store.

Of course I have been knitting. It is much to warm to work on my sweater so, that is on hold until the weather cools. At the moment, socks!

My Vanilla Latte Socks, designed by Virginia Rose-Jeanes just flew off the needles.

The yarn I used was by Turtle Purl Yarns, Striped Turtle Toes in Gothic Plum.

At the moment, I am working on Zigzagular Socks designed by Prairie Girl Designs. The yarn is by Darn Good Yarn, Hand-Dyed Merino Wool Sock Yarn in Candy Pop.

These too, are a very fun knit. That little extra detail in the zigzag pattern keeps it interesting.

I also try to draw or paint a little each day.
I seem to be on a bird kick.


Also, we are all adjusting quite well to the new additions to our family.
Charlotte has a new harness for safety’s sake.

I’m a flight risk!

Grisou is being a little more social and no longer spending the majority of his time within the confines of the loveseat.


Now everyone can eat together without fleeing for their life.

Charlotte follows Jackie like a little shadow and Jackie tolerates it quite well.


Until Jackie needs a little me time and goes to just beyond where Charlotte can’t follow.


I hope you are re all enjoying your week end.
Remember to stay safe, wear your mask and


Talk with you later.