Happy May!

I am so pleased with myself. Normally, I am my own worse enemy. Second guessing most of my choices. It's ridiculous really. Even the tarot cards I enjoy, lean towards the belief that I should follow my gut instinct mire often. It's true. I should. Very rarly, do I ever regret a decision made with my natural instincts. I have completed my first month in my business program. It has been challenging. I expected that. It has afterall, been sometime since I was in a scolarly position. My only regret is not doing this sooner. Then again, I would have been a much different person earlier. It would have been a different experience. At least now, I can fully appreciate my efforts. You know what prompted this return to school? A video game. I was playing The Sims. I have always enjoyed this game. Something about choosing a path for a fictional character, watching them trudge along, sometimes encountering obstacles, sometimes going rogue, either way, it's loads of fun. Anyway, I was playing this game and thinking why don't I level myself up? With the pandemic going on, evrything is remote. It would be so much more accessible than having to go to a camous in person. So, I jumped in. I am truly enjoying myself. I go through these bouts of insecurity, then I dust myself off and keep going. I'm not able to really give a lot if time to my hobbies but, I do the best I can. I have been enjoying the garden with Jackie and Charlotte. Lots of plants have returned!

Every day, something new pops up. It's always such a plesant change after the long, cold winter. I haven't been painting as often but, I managed to get into my shop this afternnon.

I will look at these tomorrow in fresh light and see if I am pleased with their progress. I am actually quite sleepy. I will read a little bit and then head off to bed. I hope you are all well. Take care of yourselves!